My brain is like a tangled up mess of yarn, I can never find end and by the time I do all I want is to cut it up, throw it away, and buy a new one. Unfortunately I can’t buy a new brain and must untangle the one I have. Like most people I have a few bad traits I would love to live without, for example I talk to much and though I try I just can’t shut up. I constantly find myself in situations were people just stop listening and I make a fool of myself. I find though so many things make since in my brain they often make no since to who ever is so misfortunes enough to be standing there while I go on. I would love to duke tape my mouth shut and never embarrass myself again, but the reality is that I would explode. I can’t handle having so many thoughts inside. ts my 14th birthday and I fell more ashamed then ever of my inability to be seen and not heard, I feel like though I get older ever day I never seem to learned the lesson of silence even though I have studied that gift closely. I pray that someday I will learn how to be happy and quite.